SO what did i do today? well...an easy question to answer. Myself, amanda and Kaeli all hopped in my wonderfully airconditioned car and went SHOPPING oh yeah. Nothing picks up a persons mood more than to go trashing their money on things they don't really need in a large confusing airconditioned building. Oh how sweet it is. Kaeli spent like $140 of MY money- but I'll deal with that since mom is apperently paying me back. I got sunglasses finally and i hope they don't look too retarded cuz that would suck. Also bought more shoes. heeheee-so the guy i bought the shoes from saw that i had like a ton of change in my purse so we ended up dummping its contents over the whole desk and making about $6 in nickels dimes and pennies- it was great. All 4 of us were giggling the whole time. It was grrrrrreat.(quote Tony the tiger)/ Well-i just got offered to go swimming so i plan to go do that now. Later.
Now i know why i live in nova scotia and not ontario- i do not like this heat- and more imporantly i don't like thunder and lightening or tornado warnings(!)
oh well- i guess I'll have to deal. The seadooing thing got canceled but oh well- I'l deal w/ that too. Amanda aion't working tomorrow so we'll do something fun I'm sure ( I'm voting for swimming...) ummm. Yeah-so basically the only reason I"m posting is because i wanna see if the home link worked s...yeah...'till next time
So, I';m at amanda's now-but she's at work so I'm tryin to amuse myself. Sounds like a goo plan eh? 'm feeling so utterly blank lately...not so bad today as it has been. Its like I'm completly cut off from my emotions...and do you know what? it feels good. Cuz emotions really suck....the only thing you get out of having feelings is dissapointment and grief and hurt and death.So why do people allow themselves to feel anything? It seems a futile pointless painful thing-and god i know that it doesn't just seem that way- IT IS! ARG!!!! Everyone should just push everything down deep into their guts so that they can enjoy their lives and so that no one knows they're huting. Seriously-its a great way to live. I've been doing it for years...well..with the exception of a few weeks the freaking end result being the reason that i feel that blankness is so F#%@ ing good. Bah-well thats enough for now....i don't need to drone about nothing
HELLO WORLD!!! i have a computer again for all of 10mins and I'm in ontario agsain-and GOD its HOT Oh well. Um nothing else really to say much...heading up to my friends house today...haven't seen her in awhile-should be fun!....well...yeah...I'm interesting obviously....later
OK-SO NOW my butt REALLY hurts....and my knees don't. Why don't they make saddles so that they're all nice a cushy and soft like little cloudes? THat way when you bounced around at anytime you'd just go phoof, hoof-know what i mean? Well, i was going to be haoppy about the fact that on my trip home we'd be leaving certain bitchy persons behind (did i mention I'm in Alberta now?) but no-we were mistaken and she is still travelling with us... SIGH I have to go do laundry now....that blows....but i'll be back shortly-altho you probably don't care cuz i doubt anyone will read this since the sites only been up for 2 days...oh well. Later
Now-this should be the real last post-since it actually is working again. Basically what happened is that the layout yuo know see-which was previously working-deleted itself and i had to rewrite it-and i was MAD but not no more-YAY.
Ok-well-I got the Ms 'puter and finally got some interesting backgrounds and such-mostly off of Fantasybackgrounds.com i recommend you take a look. I imagine that if (and hopefully when!) I figure out some more stuff w/ webdesign i'll make some of my own backgrounds-howwever for now I'll just rip 'em off of other people's sites. ....welll I' went horseback riding today...I'm kinda sore in the knees...bbut my butts ok....thats always a goo thing i s'pose. Nothing else much to write...so I'll go now and see what else i can screw around with (and don't go thinking dirty there w/ the last one eh?)
ok-so now its decenter than it was before....better colors-still need theMS computer so i can upload that stupid background. Oh well-someday I'm sure my cousin will leave it unattended-and when THAT happens....MWA HAA HAA!!!!!later
I'm relly sorry 'bout all this nonsense. Really i am....but I'm tryin' to figure out some stuff-and sure it looks the same to yuo-but it don't to me-and that's what matters eh?
know what i need? Some serious food. Its the middle of the afternno and I HAVEN"T EATEN!!!altho Im not hungry either.hmmm, maybe I'll do it maybe i wont. What i really want is off the Mac and onto the PC so'c i can actually upload some freaking images. Oh well-I'm off to eat a banana.toodles
well folks- i finally got my bloglayout to look decent enuf to bare, so i'm going to . I'll play w/ the tags a little more tomorrow-or later today....a helluva lot later today...cuz I just wanna go slleepy now
*yawns*
