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Thursday, August 22, 2002 |
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my 2¢ = if girls have more sweat glands, does that mean boys have bigger ones?
"You want to eat icecream, if you don't I'll pound you"
Thankee Kaeli for supplying me with today's wonderful quote.
So , i just thought that I'd write about my little adventure with decomposition.
Mother has been slightly irratible lately.
Like nagging irratible, like angry, like slam door leave and don't come back, like not making supper.
Taoday K and i decided that we'd maybe clean the house a little, maybe when she comes home it'll put her in a good mood. So while Kaeli's out there in th kitchen doing dishes and sweeping. I'm in the living room cleaning my 'junk' out from the forbidden and dangerous territoy that is the Beneath the Couch.
My hand touched something clothlike- and i pullued it out into the light. It was me lunch bag- that one i lost way back in april. To my horrer i felt that there was something in it. I held my breath as i opened the bag, preparing for the strong stench of decay. I peered inside.
I believe it was once a sandwich. You can see the layers of bread, the filling. Very detailed.
however
It is now dirt. Completly thru-out.
I emptied it outside into the compost and it struck the ground and crumbled into a thousand individual grains of earth.
twas an experience i shall not soon forget. Something like making hamburger patties ( that is SO gross. I can't stand the blood squishing thru the fingers of my bare hands...blah!)
Nothing else interesting happened today. I woke up this morning certain that someone i knew would kill themselves. The ambulence that went roaring by shortly after did not help my paranoia.
I also had an interesting dream. In it my ex brought me a loveletter he'd written Dec 2-6. He'd signed it
" Luv and kisses
T______ Hatte"
or the last name was Haitte - can't quite remember.
Haitte- Japanese for "to enter"
Hatte- 1-a full perilous place, "hatte it purgatory"
2.- to intrust; to commit; to promise
find that very interesting. 'specially since i didn't even know those were words.
i really hope this blog actually works since i already wrote it twice today, both times it mysteriously deleted itself. Caused me to become a mite pissed off.
Spent my time cleaning and finding stupid quizzes on the net which preoccupied a ton of time. Has been rather boring i have to say. I think I'm going to play around with the template a bit too- try to make the text a tad more readable. Oh, and comment cuz i need comments and no ones commenting, and all i need is one little comment. Tish has been the only one to comment and she signed with my name. Oh well. Maybe I'll see if i can change it. hmmm. **grins evilly**
posted by
that girl at 5:35:00 p.m.
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Wednesday, August 21, 2002 |
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"You Fr-I-eD hunny!"
I got a sunburn. I am so pleased? Yes, yes i am pleased. You see, this particular sunburn is on my legs ( my pathetic little snowman legs...thick&white eh) and when it fades there should be some semblance of a tan. So that people laugh a little less much at me when they see the brown arms and the glowing white legs.... maybe i need to wear shrts more? ...hmmm, but the reason i don't wear shorts of course is that my legs are white...and they're white cuz i don't wear shorts....'tis and issue....
Hmmm, so....have i anything remotly interesting to write? I was going to go to the Park today, but no one seems to be wanting to go w/ me ....cuz they all have jobs cuz they have te innitiative to make money and not lie around eating and sleeping and reading and cruising the net and whatnot... i need something to do...io should at least go outside and like...bike? i dunno.
I finished cleaning and reorganising my room....gonna change the pics around on my walls... would like to sorta personalise it a bit more youk know what I'm saying?
why do you not commment you people...i know you're visiting the site...i do have a counter you know....so why not comment? Makes me cry.... :( NOBODY LOVES MEEEEE.....**sniff**
meh.
Well, I've had a heck of a lot of time to dwell on my love life ( or more specifically my lack there of) and I"m beginning to realise that dwelling is really very unproductive and boring...I've been dwelling for over a month and have no new material to dwell on. I need something exciting to happen...something emotionally distructive....something dramatic....something w/ a little pazaaz -get what I'm saying?
Basically what i want is
to go up to t's and beat the shmuck thru the ground and watch him suffer.
OR
I want him to call me and tell me he was wrong and beg my forgiveness
OR
another man.
so many choices...so frickin' much time!
meh.
Only 2 weeks untill school starts. Whoopdeedoo! Last year, grad, AAAHHHHHH. How exciting is that tho? Of course there's that whole provincial exam thing...which isn't a he3ck of a lot of fun at all i don't think. I'm dropping Physics too, basically since only the brains take the class and the PE average is still 49%. I don't think i could handle my avere\age dropping like that. SO I'm taking law, nice slacker class. Am going to need that sped class too since i got adv math AND pre-cal to worry about. Why am i even talking about school now? I gotta enjoy my summer while its still here...I have to get a job...yeah, that'll help me enjoy it....a lot I'km sure...
Just remembered another thing that dad told me 'bout pot. Said he used to have a cat that always came down to the basement with himm and his friends and would smoke up w/ the rest of them...poor little kitty...i think....yeah....
I'm obvious;ly doing a grereat job at rambling today.. just seem to be going on and on and on and ona and on about absolutly nothing of interest to anyone who would for some incoievable reason read this.
Meh
i "meh" a lot
meh
later
posted by
that girl at 12:26:00 p.m.
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Sunday, August 11, 2002 |
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I just had the most interesting conversation with my father about drugs.
Even more odd was the fact that he was mostly telling me cool stories about his acid trips.
And more strangely still he told me he thinks i should try (safely of course) some of em
fo gigure
I have to wonder about my parents sometimes...dad said mom just about flipped when she found out that dad had been talking to a minister about drugs and how he wouldn't mmind if his girls did 'em cuz their a cool learning experiance.
Well next he was telling me about buying hash from this guy at my school...oh well, we'll just forget that my father's still a druggie. Well, he looks like a hippy- what with the long curly graying hair and all.. (has been described by some of my friends-well Nate, as a shaggy dog, and Mike as a freaky hippy dad... but both agree that he's the awsomenest parents they've ever met...wonder why...). Oh well.
So i went swimming today at my lake. That was pretty fun, brought Natasha w/ me and we...yeah-swam. Ugh, i had a two-piece and every time i dove the shorts half came down 'round my knees. Thank god for dirty murky water! :D. Why is it that when you so swimming you always come out hungry? I mean.... you can do anyother typre of excercize and you don't get that viciously hungry afterwards- i ate like 4sandwiches, a bag of chips and a ton of these little muffinlike things that tasted like soap ( Kaeli said the taste was sponge and Tish thought... sponge... so Kaeli must have thought soemthing else...hmmmm i can't remember- I'll blame it on tired) yeah, and that was on top of my pizza and icecream breakfast an hour earlier and my 2 sandwiches lunch...an we cna't forget the gallons of pop. This is such a change from my way back when post when all i ate that day was 2 slices of salami...how very interesting interesting.
Know whats the best song in the world? Linkin Park's My December. What an amazing song. Its so haunting and great.
watched fight Club today too. Don't understand just what was so confusing about its plot. My friends saw it a LONG time ago and kept telling me how weird and confusing it was. Oh well. I liked it. mmm Brad Pitt at his finest eh? Yeah....:D
wow- i gotta go to bed-its getting way too late. Its 12:30am. I wonder if the times gonna change on this post ( cuz the origional before i decided to edit it was 11:30pm) well, we'll see won twe.
yeah, I'm losing my head now....nosogoo
ok, I'll post tomorrow if anything remotly interesting happens in this dull boring life of mine- until then
posted by
that girl at 11:36:00 p.m.
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Monday, August 05, 2002 |
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i"m home!!! i'M so HAPPY! an end to this depressing vacation-altho it was fun to visit like Amanda and Melissa...and make new friends at Stampede and what nor- Yet still depressing. hmmm...I'm very tired....got off the Digby Ferry last night at 4:00am...god was i tired. Yeah, and for some reason I'm awake now at 10:00ish doing this... I don't understand my brain and its lack of sleepiness. I"km going up to the Natal Day Parade today, to meet mah friends. Shoud be fun, haven't seen anyone for the longest time. Its a pretty boring parade tho usually and i have to wonder where I'll park the van... I better get there early or something-else I'm screwed. hmmm- i really have nothing to say art all...dunno why I',m here. SORRY THIS SITE IS SO INCREDIBLY BORING!!! meh- i don't care if you think its boring- don't think its boring...well-yes i do. I just need some picks and stuff. YOu guys gotta tell me if you mind me uploading pics of you onto my site- cuz i wont if you don't want me to. So thats it for now i guess...got my check- $423.23, not bad at all if'n i do say so myself. Well-gtg, shower, eat, clean (ugh) that sort of thing. ta ta
posted by
that girl at 9:44:00 a.m.
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