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"I'm walking now, to find myself in the shadows of all I created"
Well, must say I feel very content for the moment. I spent yesterday night at Kalle's working on our law project (aka watching the 2nd Harry Potter movie twice). While I was there Kalle showed me one of her sister's dresses that she recommended I wear for graduation (since we girls are supposed to wear medium length dresses or skirts (or shorts really) underneath our grad gowns) and suprisingly I really like it. Suprising since its a dress, it shows my legs, it's flowy and girly, and most curious - it's predominantley pink of all colors -try to muffle your gasps. But I really like it and it looks suprisingly flattering on me. Sure I can't stand to look down at myself because my first reaction is "Ugh, I'm PINK!", but then I look in the mirror and I go "Yay, pretty!" Idunno, its interesting. Anyway, I came home around 2:00pm today. Decided I wanted icecream, got dad to buy some and I slowly enjoyed a coke float as I watched the Exorcist (with sun filtering through my window). I was pleased with the movie (having always wanted to see it) so Thankee Raea for lending it to me. After spending that 2 hours in isolation, I decided to waste another few in a luxourious bubble bath and subsequently I finally got around to reading Sybil. Now, 70 pages into said novel I am hooked. I really should have started reading it long ago when I first happened upon it in one of those numerous boxes of old books which frequent my upstaris hallway. So I guess maybe this nice reflective afternoon has lifted me above that hazy funk I've been in these last couple weeks. It wont last since I must return to school tomorrow, but it's nice to feel calm and tranquil. No worries or thoughts of inadequacies and pain. To just sit infront of my computer listening to mildly dejected music , munching on carrot sticks, and posting this wonderful post. I may even update my page, get that sorrowfully neglected campage together. Nah, that probably wont happen, but at least I'm feeling ambitious right? Maybe I'll work on linking some websites or something. Yeah, that's what I'll do. So, until next time guys. Wow I feel good (must be the vanilla scented bubbles.....mmmmm, vanilla). Later.
posted by
that girl at 7:50:00 p.m.
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