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"It's a damn cold world, and a damn cold life"
I'm BAAaaaack
As in, Hi, I feel like a loser again. Not jjust in the I'm-a-big-geek- way, which I could care less about. No, I'm a loser in the I-lose-at-everything-i-could-ever-possibly-care-about way. I used to be so ambitious, I'd tell myself I was the best at things, and I used to be too. But not anymore. I used to be one of those people that was mad when she only got an 89 on an exam. But then...I was mad if I only got a 79...then 69...now...what happpened. Tish asked me if I ever get jealous of her. Well what could I say other than "Yup, frequently." and what girl wouldn't be jealous? Smart, pretty, everything. I hate the way that I am so constantly comparing myself with others. I mean, I'm me, and there's no way I can get out of that (without serious plastic surgery, which I don't intend to have, at all, ever.) so I should jusst live with it. And it's not even like I'm fat, just disproportionate...in a fat way. Yeah.
anyway, that's all I have to say, I don't really feel like rambling anymore.
goodnight
posted by
that girl at 9:19:00 p.m.
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