Saturday, July 26, 2003


"Tell her she's gay...and that means I love her"
I have totally completely re-done myCreative layout. Go visit. NOW! I hope to someday get the whole site on that layout. But one thing at a time. Also, Superheroes is more or less up and running. Very good.
Got pics developped from graduation. Enjoy. Um, yes


Raea, Tish, Candace, Jeff, Me



Tavis, Nathan,Jeff, Me, Tish, Kalle,Raea,Candace, Heather


posted by that girl at 10:34:00 p.m.


Saturday, July 12, 2003


"The trouble with being punctual is that nobody's there to appreciate it"
Ho hum, la dee daa. I is muchly with the boredom. I have successfully managed not thinking today. Just kinda been existing in the moment. Rather pleasant actually, you must try it. That is all.


posted by that girl at 5:44:00 p.m.


Friday, July 11, 2003


"I visit your website but I can't stand to do go there anymore because every time I'm done, I'm always depressed"
Sorry Jeff, but this will be another one of the aforementioned posts.
I ran over a cat yesterday. I am less than happy. Much less. Dangerously less.
I cried. No check that, I bawled my fucking face off (and basically spasmatically continue to do so) while Candace hugged me and comforted me while I sat by the poor thing (which was still god awful alive!). I couldn't drive home, so I got Raea too. She'd never driven an outomatic before but she made a tremendous effort and didn't getus all killed. Always good I guess. Kalle got to see me cry. I'm sure she was less thrilled about the circumstances tho. We got the neighoburs. They put hm in a box and said they'd look after him until...you know. But you never know, he might survive. He wasn't moving his back legs, but everything else seemed to be working so I guess he has a decent chance. I wont tlk about it anymore.
Anyway, I am in a very emotionally strained and scarred state right now. I don't know how long it'll last either. Sigh.




posted by that girl at 7:21:00 p.m.


Saturday, July 05, 2003


"i really wish there was an emoticon for a dangerously evil smile"
Well, another more or less uneventful day at work. I get my paycheck tomorrow....smile....no...grin more like it. I could get used to paychecks, especially the kind that come in the 39hrs/week, $7/hr kind of way x 2 weeks. Yum. I'm getting a bit better at the approaching people and making small talk while pinching them for every extra $ they have. I must say I bring in a ot of money pleading volunteer run organization who is not even government funded. All the money we make we make on our own and your donations would be greatly appreciated....etcetera.

It seems that it may possibly be awhile before my problems with the superheros blog are settled, altho I did send the error message to the blogger support people, so hopefully they can help me straighten out my problems.

Onto another issue. Ahem. Quoth "What is love, baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more." And just what is love?
Definition:(dictionary.com) A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
Definition:(Leo) love is a four-letter word. Much like other words of similar letter make up, when expressed it can evoke laughter, pleasure, pain, anger, and virtually any wave of reaction. Love also can be confused with feelings of indigestion and gas.
Definition:(Me) An elusive moment of revelation when one person realises the enormity of his/her attachment to another being.

Been contemplating that one for awhile, and i think that I basically have defined, as far as I am concerned, what love is. No more of this "Complete obsession and devotion" crap. Sure, they're probably important, but love is in the moment. A special moment. Shared truly once or twice in a lifetime between two people. I'm not saying that Love only happens once, I'm just saying that Love doesn't happen as much as people seem to think it does. For example, dating boyfriend for 2 weeks, known him 2 weeks, it would really be incorrect to say that you Love him in the truest essense of the word. You lust, obsess, and eventually love could pass between you...gawd! I think I lost my train of thought. Right when I was getting involved. Anger. Oh well, you really don't want to hear me rant about that topic anyway. And what kind of say do I have on this subject anyway? I've never been in love and I don't think I ever will be so I shouldn't talk until I know the facts.

So forget this post and wait until next time when I actually have a relevent opinion.
Thank you.

Edit:
.Left Alone

How did it happen that I
got left alone?
Nobody to call on my ever
silent phone.
How could it be that I'm
here by myself?
Nobody to turn to when I
needed the help.
How did it turn out that
everyone has gone?
Nobody to sing when
I needed a song.
Nobody will be there when
I reach my home.
How did it happen that I
got left alone?


Ben


posted by that girl at 6:43:00 p.m.


Thursday, July 03, 2003


Just how much control does a firefly have over his stern light?
Could one be trained to use Morse code, or be worked into a flea circus?
Does a fire fly ever attract moths?
Does the firefly enjoy getting turned on?
Or is it like hiccups-just an urgent involuntary spasm?
Do fireflies come with different wattage like light bulbs?
Do firefly bulbs burn out, leaving old fireflies to wonder aroound in the dark, unnoticed and unloved?
What might it be like if we humans were similarly equipped?
What kind of pants would we have to wear?

I have met my kindrid spirit...well...I didn't actually meet him....and the only thing we really have in common are our tastes in food. Anyway read Uh-oh, Some observations form both sides of the refrigerator door by Robert Fulghum. Seriously. He is the only person I've ever learned f ho shares my taste in unconventional food mixing.
Yum


posted by that girl at 6:31:00 p.m.


Wednesday, July 02, 2003


Trying to add Nedstatbasic.net to my blog...should be interesting if it works. Pleae bear with me.
Edit: Also going to add new feature (tho not currently running because Team Blogger hates me) being he Adventures of The Brain and Insano. should prove to be interesting.


posted by that girl at 9:25:00 a.m.


Tuesday, July 01, 2003


"will you still love me even if I look like a hollowed out old pumpkin?"
I think I'm unimpressed with my Blog...it's quite cildish, emotional and pathetic. I'm going to have to work on that. Yuck.
Well, I spent my day page surfing, followed a bunch of links and found some new interesting blogs. Depending upon how they progress I will link them.
Well, Jon left me(to Halifax), Nathan left me(to Quebec), and Heather's leaving me (To Montreal then Georgia!). All in all it's quite dpressing how quickly my friends are moving away post graduation. Sad, but that is the tale of life, moving on, meeting new people. I s'pose I want to meet new people and move on as well...but at the same time, these are the only friends I've ever known.

Oh well, shrug that one off as I do everything else

Today was my day off. I spent it watching pirated movies (mmm Kazaa) including A Night at the Roxbury (love that movie) and The Hulk (not quite as good). All in all, I think I spent my day off quite well.

I was going to go swimming at the lake with my cousin (Hi Jess....Comment!) but I realised that I had no drive (grrrr, dad going to work and all). Oh well, I'll have more swimming opportunities. Actually, what I want to do is go to Jeff's again. Went there Saturday
(As a sort of party before we all leave eachother thing) and we spent practically the whole time in his pool. Me and Heather started trying to Judo in the water, now that was interesting. You can't pin someone without drowning yourself, nor can you throw them without dunking yourself. Quite interesting and rather humerous I have to say.

Holy SHIT! I'm cooking food! ack, I forgot, gtg. Yikes...oh I hope it's not exploding

Edit: Yay! I only had to spend 10 minutes scraping spaghetti off the bottom of the pot!...go me :)



posted by that girl at 8:29:00 p.m.


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