Saturday, July 05, 2003


"i really wish there was an emoticon for a dangerously evil smile"
Well, another more or less uneventful day at work. I get my paycheck tomorrow....smile....no...grin more like it. I could get used to paychecks, especially the kind that come in the 39hrs/week, $7/hr kind of way x 2 weeks. Yum. I'm getting a bit better at the approaching people and making small talk while pinching them for every extra $ they have. I must say I bring in a ot of money pleading volunteer run organization who is not even government funded. All the money we make we make on our own and your donations would be greatly appreciated....etcetera.

It seems that it may possibly be awhile before my problems with the superheros blog are settled, altho I did send the error message to the blogger support people, so hopefully they can help me straighten out my problems.

Onto another issue. Ahem. Quoth "What is love, baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me no more." And just what is love?
Definition:(dictionary.com) A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
Definition:(Leo) love is a four-letter word. Much like other words of similar letter make up, when expressed it can evoke laughter, pleasure, pain, anger, and virtually any wave of reaction. Love also can be confused with feelings of indigestion and gas.
Definition:(Me) An elusive moment of revelation when one person realises the enormity of his/her attachment to another being.

Been contemplating that one for awhile, and i think that I basically have defined, as far as I am concerned, what love is. No more of this "Complete obsession and devotion" crap. Sure, they're probably important, but love is in the moment. A special moment. Shared truly once or twice in a lifetime between two people. I'm not saying that Love only happens once, I'm just saying that Love doesn't happen as much as people seem to think it does. For example, dating boyfriend for 2 weeks, known him 2 weeks, it would really be incorrect to say that you Love him in the truest essense of the word. You lust, obsess, and eventually love could pass between you...gawd! I think I lost my train of thought. Right when I was getting involved. Anger. Oh well, you really don't want to hear me rant about that topic anyway. And what kind of say do I have on this subject anyway? I've never been in love and I don't think I ever will be so I shouldn't talk until I know the facts.

So forget this post and wait until next time when I actually have a relevent opinion.
Thank you.

Edit:
.Left Alone

How did it happen that I
got left alone?
Nobody to call on my ever
silent phone.
How could it be that I'm
here by myself?
Nobody to turn to when I
needed the help.
How did it turn out that
everyone has gone?
Nobody to sing when
I needed a song.
Nobody will be there when
I reach my home.
How did it happen that I
got left alone?


Ben


posted by that girl at 6:43:00 p.m.


07/01/2002 - 08/01/2002 08/01/2002 - 09/01/2002 09/01/2002 - 10/01/2002 10/01/2002 - 11/01/2002 11/01/2002 - 12/01/2002 12/01/2002 - 01/01/2003 01/01/2003 - 02/01/2003 02/01/2003 - 03/01/2003 03/01/2003 - 04/01/2003 04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003 05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003 06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003 07/01/2003 - 08/01/2003 08/01/2003 - 09/01/2003 09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003 10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003 11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004 08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004 09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008































This page is powered by Blogger. Why isn't yours?