Friday, October 31, 2003


Halloween! Excellent...mwaaa haaa haaa. My class all got dressed up today and went trick or treating to everyother class and all the offices. It was most excellent. I got a cowboy hat full of candy. Go ginny.
And not to sound too cryptic or anything but I had my cake and ate it too so now I feel much better about my life here. that and Nikki and a couple other people went to foodland to get costumes and she knew that I was going to be a witch tonight and that I couldn't find a hat so she bought me one! I feel so loved! Sniff I think I may just cry. that was the only just thoughtful thing that anyone has done for me. Smile.


posted by that girl at 5:33:00 p.m.


Wednesday, October 29, 2003


I am getting really sick and tired of people using me. No one here actualy wants to be my friend. I'm just this tag-along that no one really notices one way or the other. When there is no one else around people are all hi Ginny how are you. But as soon as anyone else shows up I just disappear or something I guess. I dunno, this really sucks is all.


posted by that girl at 10:21:00 a.m.


Tuesday, October 28, 2003


This is the poem I was talking about yesterday. I hope you like it. (also i thihnk I'm going to have to give up with the quotes because the only quotes I have a french and that is just too hard to translate. But I will try when I can)

A Face
Picture a face
just a face that
tries to be oval
but is a little too square
not a big deal really
in the scheme of things
but it could be rounder.


The skin is fair
hardly ever tans
its dry and too flakey
but too oily as well
prime conditions for
acne causing bacteria
to run ramped.


The hair is dark
black when wet
smell's pretty
when clean
too frizy though
uncontrolably so sometimes.


An ear on either side
of the face
each a little too low
a little too small
but they seem to jut out
in an effort
to make up for those shortcomings


the eyes are green
well usually anyway
sometimes they seem
to reflect a little blue
but they're not blue
its a trick of the light
that reveils a memory


There's a nose of course
in the middle of the face
where noses tend to be
below the eyes
above the mouth
an unremarkable nose
nothing at all special


Pink lips
full in a pout
flat and straight
in a smile
though they curve down
perpetually it seems
even on a happy day


so all in all
a normal face
nothing special
nothing missing
a place for everything
everything in its place
but still I despise it



posted by that girl at 6:30:00 p.m.


Monday, October 27, 2003



please excuse my fucking french.
but...
I have the shitiest luck with this fucking website. I`m going to fucking kill something. I spent all fucking Saturday moving this fucking site and now that shitty server has disappeared off the face of the fucking earth. It seems like all I have to do to take a server offline is to get an account with them. I am soooo fucking pissed off right now you wouldn`t believe. All I wanted to do was come online, type in a fucking poem I just wrote because I`m in a shitty mood and I can`t even do that. Sometimes I wish I never got fucking addicted to this frigging internet world. GAH!
Oh fucking Good! I just previewed my blog and whaddaya know? The fucking banner ads are now at the top of each fucking stupid frames frigging page!
I think i;m going to go outside and break things now.
please excuse me.


sometimes I think I'm a little too paranoid.


posted by that girl at 7:27:00 p.m.


Saturday, October 25, 2003


"This is me dancing...I shouldn't dance"
Site has once again moved. I'm sure that with my horrible luck and wasted efforts this server will also go offline or decide to become banned by any server thats ever seen it for some weird and agrevating reason. But, for the moment, my site has fewer pop-ups. I'm only allowed to have 50files with the new server, but some of the hastle is gone. Yay, excellent.
The New Realm Again
that is all. Although if you happen to be looking through the newness and find a broken link please let me know. thanks.
Oh yes. It was my sisters birthday today, she is 17 now. Lovely. Everyone say happy b-day Kaeli. You can say the same to me if you want to cause we all know i'm always starved for love and recognition :D.
Sad, sad, me.
Oh, and soiree anglais? Ginny fell in the drunk corner. Infer what you wish. (refer to le 11 septembre)
Well, yup, that's good enough for now and dad needs the computer, so goodbye.


posted by that girl at 9:26:00 p.m.


Friday, October 24, 2003


"Sentence fragment; consider revising"
Ever heard that one before? MS word come to mind...?
Also
"Happy birthday Mr.President"
Not am I President, nor do I wish for a sexy blonde female secretary to pop out of a gigantic cake and sing to me
BUT, it is my birthday. I can now legally drink in the Maritimes, illegally buy booze for minors, and buy lighters for my loverly sister. Wahooo.
Any way I'm having a lovely 19th b-day and I hope you all do too.
Edit: I feel bubbly. I was just perusing my regular sites and I found a link on one to my poetry saying I was talented. Awww. That just makes my b-day. Thanks Chris


posted by that girl at 7:51:00 p.m.


Tuesday, October 21, 2003


"I bet you're cute when you vomit"
Well,still at Acadia, missed the transitbus,yayGinny. Hopefully I don't miss the 1:00pm one because if i do then i have to stay here another night. Not that i would mind but I think that I'mgetting atad in the way what with mehaving not any work to do. Um, yeah, guess thats all I have to say, will try to update the site more this week while I'm home.
Also, Ginny's almost 19, on the 24th, excellent, happy birthday me! Mwaaa haaaa haaa haaa haaaaaa.
That is all.
Edit: Well, i've been told that my post was too smallso now I will update more...not that I have much to update about. I will mntion that I added a commenting option to the the superheroes page...eh...not that anyone will actually use them. Right now allmy friends are working ontheir math assignment so here I sit with Jeff's laptop dinking around on the intenet as usual. Thats all right though, its amusing to me.
wow, way to much of nothing to say. I think I will have to be done now cause I am really really at a loss. Good bye.


posted by that girl at 11:59:00 a.m.


Saturday, October 18, 2003


"I think I have the breath of Death, not to be confused with the kiss of death although both will kill you
If you are having trouble accessing my site please let me know, it seems like anyone who's connected to a university server is forbiddon to view it, and I have absoplutely know Idea why.

I'm going to have some interesting photos to post shortly from last nights Soiree Anglais, much much with the fun although today I am dead and sick because I'm so tired. Its very unfair. its 5:00pm and I've been pretty active but the only thing my stomach has seen all day is water. Starting to feel faint, plus my llungs are burning from (2 hrs ago!) carrying a heavy sports bag up a huge steep hill and thyen finding the rez and not being able to find my friends room and then lugging it up and down stairs until i finally just gave up and sat in the lounge and tried to breathe. Not fun.

Anyway, of all the coincidence, on the transit bus today I met up with a guy I met when I was 13 at NOSCO. Really cool to talk to him and stuff. Anyway, thats all.


posted by that girl at 5:14:00 p.m.


Friday, October 17, 2003


"Je suis fier de ma langue"..."I'm proud of my tongue"
Soiree anglais ce soir! Excellent! Its going to be so weird to talk to people in english again, especially people who normally don't talk because they don't know french, excelletnt.

Finished my last exam this morning, I think I did well for 2 reasons
1) I found ninehundredthousandbillion mistakes
2)I just saw Hughie in the hallway and he told me that I was the only prsonn to get a 100% on one of the excersizes. Very very sugary sweet.

I don't think I've ever written exams as easy as the ones we have up here. Now if thats not insentive to come to my school what else is there?

Oh, also, I put up a pic of the Language lab for those of you who have heard me complain about the stupid horrible nasty place with the headphones that don't fit and where you have to repeat words after a voice on a tape for hours and hours and hourts on end....I think that room cancels out the easy exam thing, especially since thats where we do the oral exams.


posted by that girl at 2:37:00 p.m.


Wednesday, October 15, 2003


"Sometimes yesterday is all you can look forward too"
Exams = tomorrow. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

(if I'm so concerned please tell me why I'm wasting precious study time in the computer lab?)


posted by that girl at 6:12:00 p.m.


Monday, October 13, 2003


"I'm a very quotable person"
I just realised that I didn't write about the talent show and Flash-Lite. We did good, somebody in the audiance screamed my name. It was a really weird experience, I've never been popularish before. ITs a weird weird thing to have people know you and be enthusiastic about something you're doing when you don't know who they are. I don't know, but I thought it was really really cool. I'm so glad I got to be a part of this band thing its really upped my self-esteem and since then I have been able to just talk to people I wasn,t comfortable around before. Like, I can go into the lounge and talk to anyone whos there now...I don't know, i know hese things come easily to some people but not to me and I'm really happy that It's happening. I guess thats all I have to say

Edit Ok, this may not be very diplomatic link for those of you who know whats going on, but here it is. Confessions of a broken man. Keep in mind this page is just the medium.


posted by that girl at 5:31:00 p.m.


Sunday, October 12, 2003


"Mine!"
jolly thanksgiving everyone! I spent mine at the the cabin playing with my little cousins (one 12, one 7). It was so much fun. Haven't been so energenic in awhile.
Anyway, blog page is DONE, finally. If your on angelfire you should got to
http://free.hostdepartment.com/g/groggygoddess/blog.html and it will be more lay-out like.

I also made a profile on Deviant art which you can view Here
I will try to put the Links and peeps, and Cam pages on a layout like this...but I don't know if it will actually work...no wait! I'm an idiot, i know how now!!. Mwaa haa haa...god, sometimes I'm simple.

Edit: WE carved pumpkins as well


posted by that girl at 7:45:00 p.m.


Saturday, October 11, 2003


"Somethings come and some things go, but me I'll ever be the same"
1)I have learned many things today which I must think about.
2)I couldn't sleep so I worked on a blog layout...eh, what do you think? It needs to be bettered...but is the idea good? Cuz I'd really like for all my pages to follow the same basic idea...
..well, comment and tell me what you think...cuz I really don't know what I think...I can always put it back the way it was...

anyway, a guy in my rez nearly died last night. I din't know about it until this morning. He was drunk and went to sleep and started to vomit. His friends were going to play a prank on him and they came in to his room to find him lying on his back vomiting on himself, nearly chocking. Scary to think that if they hadn't decided to be mean he may have died. He doesn't rememebr anything today. Just another reason why I don't need to be drunk.


posted by that girl at 12:12:00 a.m.


Thursday, October 09, 2003


"Quel-que chose qui me tappais sur les nerfs sont les hommes qui levaient le coud puis me chantaient la pomme. Ca faissait dur. Et Chaque fois qu'ils m'approcahaient je devrais creuser la cervelle pour trouver un façon poli de leurs disais 'va-t'en!'"

I have almost completely moved the site, the only thing left is the Links page and that shouldn't take too long I hope!
All I have for you today is the above quote from my oral presentation today. Basically its a long list of idiomatic expressions that somehow form a thought. Anyway, there is absolutely no way I can possibly translate it and have it make sense...though maybe I'll try anyway...then Ill see if I can anglasize it a little (you can tell I don't have much to say)

Something that taped on my nerves were men that lifted their elbows then sung apples at me. That was hard. And everytime they approached me I had to creuse my crainium to find a polite way of saying "you go away!"

Now, for the sense

One thing that annoyed me were old male drunks who hit on me. That sucked. And every time they approached I had to rack my brains to come up with some polite way to say "get lost!"

Ok, well I leave this dramatic post with a pic of my grammer prof. Don't you all envy me?
(I wonder if I'll actually get comments for this one?)




posted by that girl at 6:11:00 p.m.


Monday, October 06, 2003


"Ca fait de plus en plus dur, car je me fatigue de pretende etre dure"
I am moving my site, more or less, I'm leaving the otherone running for those of you who just can't get enough of pop-ups and banner ads. I'm also keeping the blog where it is cause for some reason blogger won't recognise the ftp information from my new server, oh well. You folks can deal with one banner ad you can't see and a pop-up.
anyway new url
http://free.hostdepartment.com/g/groggygoddess/home.html
its not fully running yet so if you feel the need to browse my poetry or whatever else, keep to the angelfire url. UI'll let you know when to switch.
Also, if you folks don't like the huge long address there, my index page is linked to it so all you need is
www.groggygoddess.4t.com
much shorter....
gah, why am I even trying? no one visits anyway!

Well, our band is doing pretty well, I'll get some pics for you folks tonight maybe and post 'em so you can see us in action (it occurs to me I use the word folks a lot...). That is all for now, and I leave for the detestable language lab...



posted by that girl at 5:35:00 p.m.


Sunday, October 05, 2003


"When I'm sick I don't think my brain runs to my head...I mean, I don't think my blood runs to my oxygen...no, I mean I don't think my blood runs to my brain! You see what I mean?"


Invisible - Sept 25/03
A gentle hum surrounds me
the sound of utter solitude
a vision of loneliness
in a dark room.
It seems that always
I am here alone
never am I party
to the laughter
drifting into my chamber
from below

Why am I so different
that I cannot laugh?
Why is it that I
am always distanced?
There is always a gap
a treachorous and bloody
leap from me to
the otherside where
grass is greener
the sun shines brighter

I am invisible here
on my lonely cliffs edge
I have no enemies
yet not have I friends
When I need a kindred spirit
all I have is a payphone
a dialtone, an empty pocket
Now I'm left again by myself
in this world of comraderie
Where I cannot belong

questions, comments concerns? Let me know. I'm quite proud of it really - has been added to my Creative creative page as well.

I think thats all for updates...um...I know have a keyboard in my already too small room with no electrical outlets...makes sense eh?


posted by that girl at 5:55:00 p.m.


Thursday, October 02, 2003


"un bon vin blanc"
The above sentence provides an example of all four nasal vowel sounds in the french language. Aren't you glads you know? Aren't wee all just peachy keen that I take phonetics? You wouldn't realise how funny it is when you have to talk to yourself in order to do your homeowrk. Today it was ''on in en an blan? an? Ah, oui.....in?...In?...incroyable...in...yeah....'' etc, pretty strange.

Um, I haveN't been up to much. Me and some freinds are putting a group together to sing a song in the talent show. I'm on keyboard, ashley base, Joelle and Candice on guitar and Kate is singing. Since we translated a Josey and the Pussycats song we decided to call ourseves Les Pussycats de Bretonne, nice french name eh?


posted by that girl at 2:30:00 p.m.


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