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"It's never too late to learn but you can't teach an old dog new tricks"
Man, my internet conncetion is being slow like Dial-up today...which is funny since my computer is telling me that i have a 54.0Mbps connection and my signal strenth is excellent. whatever.
So, i got a B in english. Brough my GPA to a 3.67 i am so heart broken. Honestly. It's nuts. I have lost all ambition to care anymore. I guess i still have my grande distinction goal...but, meh. I don't really care about that. tres grande distinction is way out of my league now. And the worst of it? It's not like I got bad marks. I shouldn't even be sad. I mean, how many people get the Dean's list even once? Not many. I should behappy that i was fortunate enough to recieve that honour. Bah. yet i wanted more. Greedy i guess that's what i am. Sigh, and i think that the worst thing is that everytime NEd or Willi talk about how well they did this semester, i get all depressed and can't be happy for them. Especially Ned, he finally got that A he's been praying for and he also got an unexpected A+. I want to be happy for him but all i can think about is his 3.78 and my 3.67.
FUCK, i should not be sad. Except that i failed at my goal. Failed right in the middle of my program so that there's no hope of ever achieving it. ANd you know what's worse? This is soo important to me that i almost want to stay an extra semester at school just so i can get it. spend $5,000 to get a $200 reward and a few "félicitation"'s. Sigh. We shall see.
On an up note. I got the job at the tourist bureau. The one that i studied so hard for the interview for. Hurray for me! I start training on thursday, and i'm going out to dinner and out on the town thursday night at the taxpayers expense (gotta love gouvernement jobs eh) and 2 guided tours of the sunrise and marine drive trails (also with gov. money). Fun fun.
NEd's starting his teaching pacticum today. I really hope that goes over well seeing as he's going to be there for 6weeks. He's just doing observation this week and then next week he teaches the classes. He's also going to be coaching trac, which ihe is quite excited about.
gotta do my income tax soon. End of the month is approaching. It sure would be helpful if i could find my T4 and T5 that i'm missing :S
Oh, lastly, it seems that some people are having trouble viewing my posts for some reason...it seems to be related to Firefox...internet explorer shows it right..., sorry firefox users (lol, one of which i am :P), although i guess you won't be able to read that....hehehe. Well if for some reason you can read this, go here to make it better
i guess that's all my news.
posted by
that girl at 12:36:00 p.m.
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